Drown Me in the River

i can’t stop hating myself
and my ugly fucking face
all my dreams are stupid
yet i dream them, i dream them anyway


drown me in the river or drown be in the bay
i can work around your schedule–let me know your schedule–just make sure that it’s a beautiful day

i try to look in the mirror
and i immediately look away
i can’t stand my own reflection,
Now what does that say? does it say?


drown me in the river or drown be in the bay
i can work around your schedule–let me know your schedule–just make sure that it’s a beautiful day


i don’t want to be nihilistic
but all this, all this is worthless
and i don’t want to be narcissistic,
but i don’t want to think about anyone else… either

drown me in the river or drown be in the bay
i can work around your schedule–let me know your schedule–just make sure that it’s a beautiful day