Dead Cold Autumn

chasing the light through darkness
on unbroken fields of barley
hoping to grab the blinding ray
in order to say i'm sorry

ho-oh the snow
twisting falling
ho-oh it's cold
lonely autumn

we suffer
and cause suffering
in our own unique
and terrible way

holding out for daylight
when the nighttime never ends

ho-oh the snow
twisting falling
ho-oh it's cold
lonely autumn

oh raging beast that lives inside me
now begins the degredation
this time i'm for real
letting go of history

grab hold of the light in darkness
and the sun rises warming
only to lose control again
and all life darkens

ho-oh the snow
twisting falling
alone
the cold dead autumn