ARE WE NOT IMMORTAL YET?? [2022]

"I Felt The Sun"

I felt the sun, I felt the sky, I spread my wings, I fly

I tied a belt around my neck to achieve a heightened sexual experience

And I took those pills to forget the pains of living in a world cursed with forgetfulness

She who choses life chooses death
Riddle oh riddle me this and forget all the rest

He who choses life chooses death
Riddle oh riddle me this and forget all the rest

"I Want To Live Again"

I want to live again without loathing in my heart
And I want to breath again without anger in my head

I really want to not be disgusted by you and you

I really want to find solace instead

I really hate you
I hate every single thing about you
I really don't like you
I detest everything you do

"New American Punk"

New american punk, rise dystopian wall
Black out the sun, a veiling of lies, become the american drug

A hole in the head, a hole in the heart, we get what we deserve

True american punk, fight american punk, live american punk, die american punk

Built on the blood and built of the bone

Become the flood, we are what we condone

"A Letter From Yourself"

Your memory, a picture of a painting You have a history of saying words with no meaning

Your suffering the shallows illuminated
See the bottom from the water's surface

I write a letter to myself
I lick my lips and put the letter in the mail

I get a letter from myself
I read the letter to myself

A mockery, a joke for the ages
You are so clearly just going through the motions

And don't forget your head is spinning
The body and mind are dis co n n ect ed

"Cold War"

Old fears, old foes, and new tears stain new clothes

This name, my face, nobody knows
It's the same noose tied to the same woes

Cold, the cold war is raging on
Oligarchical wet dream

Co-co-co-cold, the cold war is intersecting all
Life has a way of backsliding

Capitalistic tyranny topple ten thousand aching bodies
Put to work for the downfall of humanity, the broken never see clearly

"Obelisk"

I saw in trees...
Calling me, luring me,
to be the one who dreams
selfishly, lovingly

Through the woods, a clearing
Empty space with no feeling

Hand towards the sky, face towards the sky, arm towards the sky, head towards the sky

Obelisk

Hand towards the sky, face towards the sky, arm towards the sky, head towards the sky

Live to be seventeen, acid rain raising seas, to be helplessly wondering

Pointing towards the night, a world built with no reason

Hand towards the sky, face towards the sky, arm towards the sky, head towards the sky

Obelisk

Hand towards the sky, face towards the sky, arm towards the sky, head towards the sky

"Dark Place"

I fell into a dark place, a pit created by men

They shovel a grave, hand over fist, the hand underhand

The shovel is neurosis
The pit is the beginning and the end

I fell into a dark place and that is where I live

I fell into a dark place and that where I live

Totally disgusted by the human race as the parasites eat my brains, oh!

Hand over fist, a man shouts my name
The man is me and I'm going ins-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-ane!

"Atom Bomb"

Movement meets movement and hesitation is handled gracefully

Turn around, start again, a world in two directions

This simulation must end

Atom bomb, bomb bomb
Bomb, bomb bomb

I built a home and then you tore it down
I move my mouth and I don't make a sound

Atom bomb, atom bomb

Atom bomb, bomb bomb
Bomb, bomb bomb...

"The World Is Better With You"

He is wanting, he is wanting a lot, to be a voice of god, to be the juggernaut

So he is living, living a lot
A body full of pills
Become the cosmonaut, not not not

She is hungry, has been hungry for days
The body eats itself as she prays
Prays for forgiveness, forgiveness of thought

The mind is weak, thankfully the body is not, not, not

Slow suicide, the world is better with you so take your time

Slow suicide, the world is better with you, please take your time

He is huffing, he is brooding, she is lonely and self-loathing

They are hunted, hurted, barely breathing

Slow suicide, the world is better with you so take your time

Slow suicide, the world is better with you, please take your time

"The Titan and His Tower"

Neutered by dull escapism, I follow the line towards the tower—tall and tempered—rising out of sight

Thoughtless to contemplate, growing nearer everyday, all the time

Shadowing the titan's wake, trailing death—commonplace

I'm not alright

This dramatic irony and my spitting desire

The titan and his tower, the lift that takes him higher, the cursed line that continues on

When I dream, I am the titan, I see with his eyes

Meager men who walk in circles lunging at the skies

This dramatic irony and my spitting desire

The titan and his tower, the lift that takes him higher, the cursed line that continues on

This delicious tragedy and my insipid ire

The titan and his tower, the lift that takes him higher, the cursed line that continues on

90° [2022]

"90°"

Do we share a neverending dream?
Do I exist in your reality?
It's unfair that I suffer you when you don't have to suffer me

Now that the world has come undone, the truth turn towards fiction
Now I feel like the crazy one, maybe I have just become older?

One day, somewhere along the way, things changed for me

Now I'm wondering… wondering how to survive in a world out of phase by ninety degrees

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh

It's hard to be a romantic when your exhausted

Now I'm wondering… wondering how to survive in a world out of phase by ninety degrees

"Denver in November"

Honey boy, now I can dream again
You are the changing of the seasons
You give me reason to go on

Hope and joy
Words I start to understand
You know those thoughts don't come too easy for a mind that's nearly…

Gone are the leaves from the trees
The wind carries a chill
Denver in moonlight
The mountains paint the skyline

Denver in November
Denver in November's high